i'll trust you, if you say so.
i'll just try and go with the flow.
it's not a very difficult thing to do
it's just fighting with your emotions,
so hard.
sometimes you think of everything else,
but ignored what ONE told you.
which could be actually what you should have listened to,
but you chose to be ignorant instead.
humans live in self-denial.
they know themselves well enough to realise that,
but yet refusing to react to that.
how true?
i didnt hide any of my feelings this time round.
cause i need a clear answer.
to unlock the other chapter of my life.
and that, i have to ask you for it,
to show me the signs
of what my next move should be.
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caught Pirates on Tues and Lakehouse last night. ((:
down to Holland V for dinner few hours ago.
and obviously all these means spending too much.
control Jed, control.
i need a money tree.
been out consecutively 5days in a week for dinner and been returning home only at 11ish.
earliest prolly 9ish. and boy do i have to start mugging for exams, i've only got three weeks.
you see, that's the other reason why my wallet's thinner than my lecture notes. sinful indulgence.
am still contemplating about my plans tmr.
this shall be the last of my play week,
mugging sessions, i'm coming for you soon. =)
i need to know,
but you refuse to show.
nothing's left,
all's just an empty shell.